silence

silence. the unbearable cacophony of silence.

she always tells me that if she doesn't get on or call right away that it's because she's swamped or got ambushed when she walked in the door. it's about an hour past when she'd normally check in.

after yesterday, assuming she still had any interest in talking, wouldn't checking in be important? something to get to asap? it would for me, but then i see these things a little differently than she does.

so what do i do? just wait? hope? truthfully, i have no option. i can't call her desk, her cell is off, she's not on IM. i can email but that's no indication of whether she's there or not.

so i wait.