Monday, January 23, 2006

it's a start!



i did okay!

actually welcomed her back without overpowering her or making her feel bad/crazy/attacked/crowded.

she was, -we- were playful and joking. a little guarded perhaps but now maybe i see that's just the way she is after being apart. i wonder if she's that way with bf? but i don't think they've been apart for a single night since i've known her. no, not true. she once went away for family issues and he didn't join her for a few days. i wonder if she was guarded with him when they were together again?


anyway.

for once i feel like i didn't make her sorry she contacted me on a monday.

maybe this is a new start, a good sign.

that's got to be good for her, no? for our friendship?

so why do i feel like i'm losing her?

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