it's so hard to watch the clock move. knowing that every minute that passes is one more minute we'll never spend together, one more minute closer to the time she goes away, one more minute closer to her going to be with her lover.
one more minute closer to another interminably long weekend without her.
within the space of five seconds, it's "have a good weekend. bye".
and she's gone. again.
it'll never be any different. and i'll never get used to it.
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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- instant restart
- sometimes
- at a loss
- and now?
- and so it starts
- just the tip of the iceberg
- ouch
- unrequited love
- unconfirmed reports now appear true
- Answer: the dodo. dinosaurs. grocery shopping.
- i don't understand
- so hard
- how much is enough?
- and today?
- as usual
- Glory Days
- the end of an era
- a man walks a road, alone, searching. he doesn't k...
- who is me?
- confidence in knowing
- what price?
- loss
- life as literature
- the lack of time
- why would i think that?
- stuck on a thought
- what's happening?
- doing nothing is even harder
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