Tuesday, November 29, 2005

lost. but hopeful.

lost. but hopeful.

alone. yet i feel she's always with me. i want to believe that i'm with her when she's away in her life.

yet to hope that isn't to give her the distance that she needs now.

it feels like i have to open my heart and let her leave. maybe more like she's opening the door to her heart and i have to leave her.

maybe not forever. maybe just for awhile. but it might be forever.

will she invite me back in? in her heart is where i want to be, where i feel i belong. she's in mine and always will be. what if she doesn't want to come back?

how can i do this? yet for her, how can i not?

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