too many changes, too fast

there's too many changes and they're coming too fast, too fast to assimilate.

to anyone else, they'll seem like little things. taken individually they probably are.

the biggest, the worst, the most scary: the less time we talk, the less time she makes for talk time. there was a time we talked (actually on the phone talked) six or eight times a day. maybe for a minute, maybe ten. whatever, they were quick little "hi" or touching base calls. share a laugh, share a bitch, say hi, say "i want you", whatever.