nothing

there's no words.

i'm filled with so much, but it seems like there's nothing to say.

i should just go away. fade from sight.

i try to reach her but can't. i've pushed her away from me today but i'm not even sure why. other than because i want her close, i guess.

fuck.

i'm so lonely without her.

and this is as much of her as i'll ever have.

i fucking hate him. hate him. hate him. hate him. hate him. hate him.

fuck.

so lonely.

miss her so much.

want her so much.

i don't care about anything else. nothing else matters to me. nothing.

what i wouldn't give to be what/who she wanted.