Friday was a great day for us. I feel like we're in such a ... ?strong? place now. we've worked through the painful things. and though they'll continue to be present, i feel like we've looked at them, talked about them, dealt with them enough that we can manage them.
this relationship we have is unique. and difficult. the nature of our separation, the reasons we're not together now impose unique difficulties on us and these unique circumstances are what provide the breeding ground for the events that bring about the painful feelings. while our lives are still held apart, there's going to be things that she wants and does in her life, and things that i want and do in my life, things that we would both rather be doing with each other, that are going to be painful for us to accept. but we will.
i'm not sure what the future will bring. obviously i hope her future and mine become one.
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I'm not sure she'll be in today, because of her weather. if not, i hope she knows my thoughts are with her.
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