okay. i lied, i guess.
only 15 minutes late, and i feel it creeping up on me.
panic. concern.
where is she?
my chest is tight. my heart is racing.
where is she?
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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- all togethter now!
- i have.. nothing... to say
- fuck i did it again
- monday... again
- a date
- maybe not
- strength.. even serenity?
- a calming touch
- imagination takes off
- nothing
- like a cosmic tragedy
- more down. frightened. worried.
- cycle up, cycle down
- getting back...
- Contact
- Friday. Weekend. and now...
- no
- conflicting emotions
- coming to terms
- don't know
- and the sun rises ...
- guess i'm living in a fantasy world
- revelation(ettes) and epiphany(ettes)
- i can't do it
- gasping for breath
- silence
- no "Dallas" shower scene
- i just lost my best friend ever
- i knew it
- now what?
- what will today bring?
- I thought I could do it
- Uneasy about being at (even somewhat at) ease
- Monday, again
- waiting for love
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