Monday, October 17, 2005

guess i'm living in a fantasy world

i guess i'm living in a fantasy world...

i really expected her to call me this morning, to contact me.

not that it's all better or anything...

guess i'm just having a hard time believing it's over. i'm having a hard time believing that she doesn't feel the emptiness and loss that i do. the vacuum that used to be us in the others' life.

g-d this is hard.

and it's just beginning.

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