if i tell you

if i tell you i like you, does it make you feel as warm inside as it does me when you say that to me? do you have any idea how much your friendship, your connection suffuses me with warmth and goodness?

do you look ahead and see us still as friends in a year? five? ten? 30? can you see us as lovers? do you want to be lovers? and if you do, will you allow us to be?

if i tell you i want you, does it make you feel wanted? or does it push you away? does it make you feel sexual and sexy and wanted? do you feel arousal for me? do you want me like i want you? i want to hold you, touch you, feel you, hear you, smell you, taste you, love you. i want to feel your skin shiver as i lightly brush you with my fingertips or tongue. i want to hear your excitement softly moaned into the air. i want to smell your body responding to our touch, taste your excitement, your arousal. i want to hold you, be held by you, feel you pulling me into your body.

do you want me too B?

if i tell you i love you, does it push you away? or does it make your heart sing? does it make your soul happy? or does it make you sad?

i like you. i want you. and i ...