i have to learn.
things are different. i can't expect that she's in a hurry to call. that it's one of the first things she'll do.
the urgency is mine.
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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December
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- The Jerk
- tick
- 16.5 hours... but who's counting?
- missing her
- ramblings
- fuck
- slapped
- if i tell you
- argh. again. again. again. again.again.
- B
- time apart
- marking milestones versus taking in the scenery
- maybe i am a friend
- hello lover. it's been a long time. too long.
- gotta learn
- back to work
- profound sadness
- the first day of the rest of her life
- wondering
- the weight of silence
- macabre thoughts
- what emotion is this?
- what's the point?
- spinning the wheel
- B
- loneliness
- two seconds. over and over
- the greater good
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