it still amazes me how easily we can fool ourselves into thinking something.
she got back yesterday. she even initiated conversation. we talked a little, chatted a little. she had to leave to go be with her lover. it seemed as though we'd be talking today.
i keep thinking that she -wants- to talk, wants to continue talking.... yet today.... no word, hours after she's at work. she doesn't call. doesn't respond to emails.
so i wait. and wait. and wait. my heart sinking as each minute, each hour passes. only a couple more hours before she leaves for the day and the weekend. and she's leaving early today so she can spend more hours with her lover.
i wait.
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