i'd like to make this post NOT be a "me" post, but i fear that no matter what, that's how it'll turn out. thing is, these are exactly the kinds of things you'd run by your best friend to see what they think. that's exactly what i'm (trying?) to do - the caveat being that she doesn't consider me that friend anymore, although i do her. and i'm upset and hurt and unsure what to do because the timing of all this, over the next three weeks, is just royally sucky.
after this week, i won't get to talk to her for two full weeks. two full weeks during which her life is going to change, significantly. two weeks that can't possibly go by fast enough for me, for several reasons. so, honestly, i'm upset and cranky and peeved and hurt and dismayed and feeling very isolated - simply because she's going to be gone and i'm needing and going to continue to need to talk to her, to hear her advice and perspective, to get her counsel.
but i don't have that choice. and it's my fault.
(to be cont'd)
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