even though there is no "us" with B and i, she still talks to me. that in itself should be enough indication for anyone of -her-, her character, her strength.
not long ago we were having a conversation about all that's happened. she knows how i still feel about her and that i'd do anything to be with her again, to start the life, the "us", that we should be living right now.
if anyone has any doubt about what i've done to her, or about the level of betrayal i committed, or just what a terrible thing i've done, this quote from her should make it crystal clear.
do you have ANY IDEA what it's like for me to be marrying someone i know i shouldn't be marrying because we don't belong together...but, i'm doing that anyway because the other place i think i do belong has become a place i cannot go? think about that. i'm choosing the one place i know is not right for me. what does that say to what's been done to us and me?
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