Thursday, November 30, 2006

that was then, this is now

and "now" does not include an "us".

she's gone. she made no attempt to contact me yesterday and hasn't today. she's not responding to emails or phone or im.

i don't exist for her except for those random moments when perhaps i pop into her head. while she might experience a second of the old good feelings, i suspect it causes her immediate pain, followed by her pushing me and us and all that we had and were completely out of her head.

i miss you B. please, please, please come back.

please?

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