friday's have always been a mixed day for us. for a long time, friday afternoons meant an extended time together, often 2+ hours and often sex or at least much intimacy. and fridays always meant that saturday (when we had saturday mornings) was just around the corner.
it was also bittersweet because after we lost saturdays, it was the kickoff to two and a half days apart.
and now?
she needs to put distance between us before the weekend. and i still need (have always needed) to pull her closer.
she wins. as usual.
she doesn't usually take lunch on fridays either because of her leaving early. so often, i don't either and i eat after she's left for the day, so as to maximize the time we have to talk. "go" she says, "it's only fifteen minutes". to me, it's 15 minutes that we won't even have the -opportunity- to talk.
"it's only 15 minutes" she says. on the same day she tells me she's leaving early.
to go home. to bf.
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