i should have learned by now that with her, trying to avoid hurting her by obscuring the truth is ultimately harmful and ten times as hurtful.
and still i did it, again. by trying to shield her from the pain i knew i'd cause her i've managed to crush her and us. again.
reminds me of the adage "a stitch in time saves nine", only changed to "complete honesty and a little hurt now saves ten times the hurt that will come later from less than complete honest and trying to avoid the hurt".
stupid. stupid. stupid.
i've loved her until she can't stand me.
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