the new world?

she hates being late to work, even though she works more and harder than her partners or her employees.

she hates being away from work, even for business, even moreso for personal reasons. she's been gone four days, two of which were business days.

she txt'd me this morning and said she was tired, would be in to the office around noon and call me then.

something's changed, but what is it? or has it? to come in late after being away seems - out of character. but what's it mean, if anything? do i construct a world where she's so refreshed and renewed after time away with him that they want to hole up together for awhile before heading out back into the world as a team? or maybe she had terrible weather yesterday and her (their) flight was delayed time and again and she didn't get in till very late and she's just really tired. maybe she dreads dealing with me because of the mental illness that makes me write this stuff. maybe they're going for blood tests. maybe she just wants a few hours of quiet time before having to deal with me again.

maybe all the above. maybe she's just tired.

maybe i need professional help.