Where is she?

It's 12:45 my time. I haven't heard from B yet.

Yesterday, the last thing she said before hanging up was that she would call me today. I'd hoped, of course, that that would mean she'd call in the morning. I wanted, wished I could get her to promise to do so, maybe even at certain times, but that's counterproductive. She wouldn't do it if it was expected or scheduled for a certain time. Especially not now, when it's all she can do just to talk to me.

It's possible she could call as she's walking out the door of work, heading for home, and just say "Hi. Have a good night. Bye." And that'd be it. I hope not.

But, even though she didn't promise, I believe she will call. If she says she'll do something, consider it done.

Which is why when she says she's "done" I get so freaked, because I know that she has the will power, fortitude and internal strength to do it - to disappear from my life forever.

Where are you B? Please call.

Please?