yes, just not with me

i didn't know what it was that was bothering me, but it just kept nagging at me.

the other day she told me that she sees herself as fucking around on him in the future, taking lovers whenever she wants.

with her staying there, as she is, i can see that. and it'll help her find some part of the sexuality and sensuality that he can't give her.

so why should any of that be bothersome? i couldn't quite put me finger on it.

ding!

she's going to have lovers, a few, or many or a lot, who knows. she has said that she absolutely sees herself taking lovers, cheating on him.

i just won't be one of them.

go, me.