Wednesday, April 26, 2006

my time to shine

i let her down soooo badly today.

all because i'm so focused on -me-. what do i need? what do i want? and the ever popular, how did a shortcoming of mine cause this?

she needed someone to lean on today. she even told me so. and just like she said later, i wasn't listening. rather, i -was- listening, i just was hearing myself.

how abject was my failure? she was so ?disappointed? that she left without talking. not coz she was rushed (she specifically said she was in no hurry to leave). she just didn't want to talk.


funny thing, kinda? i think of myself as pretty sensitive/attuned to people i'm close to.

yeah. clearly i am.

this is how i repay her for everything she's brought to my life.

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