when she called on saturday (an eternity ago) i told her i felt like i'd be okay with her being out yesterday and today.
it seemed true, at the time.
i told her to relax and enjoy and not worry about me, to leave me at "work", to not carry me around with her so she'd be able to concentrate on being home, in their home, with him, in their life.
seems like she's finally taking some of my advice.
much to my chagrin.
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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- and none of that matters because...
- denial, truth, honesty, respect
- this can't be good
- another one, gone for good.
- and still... no.
- huh
- regular days, life & lessons
- quittin' time
- so there
- sliding
- slipping
- a peaceful weekend
- and so it goes
- wtf is wrong with me???
- the light bulb starts to glow
- well... there you go
- (pluck)(pluck)(pluck)
- bottom line, rev. 257
- what do i say?
- wish i knew me
- what a wonderful day
- what a spectacular day
- maybe learning is still possible
- scientific fact
- i give
- interesting dichotomy
- a(nother) sign of the times
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