know what it takes to make me walk around grinning like an idiot for most of a weekend?
an unexpected call from B on saturday morning! wow... what a surprise... what a pleasure...
yes, it's still a huge sorrow that we don't have (and won't have) saturday mornings anymore. yes, it's still a huge ?weight? that she'll be out of touch till wednesday. and of course it's still gonna be a long lifetime without her.
on the other hand, as i told her, i'm... ?okay? with her being gone monday and tuesday. it hurts a lot right now, i can feel the rock in my chest, but ... i'll survive.
miss her though.
i'll still miss what we could and should have had.
but that i always will.
and just as a sidenote, her "alter ego" is out of the office the same days. again. cosmic coincidence?
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