I've finally done it. I've pushed B until she can no longer stand to have me in her life.
Life as I know it is over.
What the fuck have I done?
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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June
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- How much lower can it go?
- "The Terminal"
- Thursday/Friday
- I'm hopeless
- A monday to remember
- Yardwork and domestic bliss
- A sunday evening
- dammit. dammit. dammit.
- Coming down to the financial wire
- Sensitive guy or not?
- He tried but he couldn't do it
- Hi again...
- Friday, 6/17
- A tough Monday night for me and thoughts of B
- Another weekend passed...
- Thursday, 6/8, erotic
- Thursday, 6/8
- What is it?
- I don't deserve it.. and yet..
- Life after death - day 2
- The Life of the Living Dead
- The last day of my life
- The End
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