i was on a long road trip last week, changing my city from where i was working (and from where i lost B) to my home city.
B and I talked a lot last week; talk and chat. and she even consented to seeing me on thursday and friday.
she -saw- me... we talked, face to face. and it was good, damn good. it was light and good and easy... for me at least.. i know there were times it was hard on her. but i also saw many times when it was (dare i say) good for her too, when she enjoyed our time together.
she seemed to enjoy it. got to hear her laugh. see her smile. hear lightness in her voice.
and today... monday. and she starts pulled back. and stressed by juggling too many balls at once. and i'm no help to her.
i used to be. before i betrayed her trust, her faith, her love.
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