Tuesday, January 08, 2008

now what?

I'm really not a stupid person. 

I did a stupid thing. I'm paying the price now and probably will from now on. 

I haven't posted in quite some time. Damn shame, coz if I had been posting maybe I'd've remembered  my own words, which she pointed out to me today:
To all men who read this:
Think carefully before you act. The consequences are more than you expect.

i don't know what to do. I did it and there's no undoing it. She's not inclined to let me have another chance (not that I blame her) or to be open to trying again (not that I can blame her). 

My best friend, too. Now gone.

fuck

I have thoughts about what i'd like to do to -try- (as inadequte as any effort could be) to make it up to her, make up with her, she's having none of it. Not that I blame her.


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