Yesterday was certainly an example of "the longest day". a day when I'm at work, available, waiting, hungry for any contact by her, even knowing full well that since she's off and not all that interested in talking. A full day -knowing- that there will be no contact. So that qualifies Monday as, at the very least an example of a "longest day".
(Actually, she did log on yesterday and say hi. I was at the freakin' gym! Crap.)
What's really a long day is when she's at work and still chooses to not talk.
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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- where am i and how the FUCK did i get here?
- a really nice day
- unemployed, again. and this time, alone and without B
- She's right about this too
- All that I have wrought
- She may be -partly- right
- Please HELP!!! Can someone please help me???
- correction
- the longest day
- Dear G-d... May I ask a favor?
- the past always catches up with you
- Awww! Puh-pee!
- A call for help
- For the record: I am a jerk, a liar and an asshole.
- reality bites
- now what?
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