my baby and i have known each other almost seven years. we've been trying, back and forth, to get together, actually -together- (for good) for over two years.
still no joy in mudville.
but here's what i'm questioning....
as each day passes, does it make it more likely or less likely that we'll be together? I could certainly argue it either way.
as each day passes, if she still hasn't been able to decide what to do... it seems less and less likely, doesn't it?
on the other hand, she says it's what she wants, so as each day passes, doesn't it make it more likely that tomorrow will be the day it finally happens?
those would be equally "strong" viewpoints, were it a case of "everything else being equal"... but that's not the case...
she knows and agrees that being apart is hurting us. more and more harm done to us, to our hearts, to our souls with every passing day.. with every hardship incurred because of this fucking situation. every day chips away at us. every day brings less time to spend together. lunches are down to 30-45 minutes. quite a difference from when she would spend a couple hours at lunch fucking d. our afterwork time has declined to about 45 minutes too... maybe 45 is the new hour.
all that considered, i'm going to have to fall on the side of each passing day making it less and less likely.
g-d... i wish that weren't true...
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