And so another week starts. The last few have been good, great actually. Well, not "finished" great, but "getting better" great. B and I have been close, talking a lot, re-discovering each other a lot.
It's been good; long overdue.
It was a long weekend though, another damn 3 day weekend - 3 days without her. She didn't work Friday, so we haven't spoken since Thursday evening. I'd hoped she'd find a way to call on Friday but she didn't, or couldn't. Of course I still hope she'll find a way to call on the weekend, even just a quick hi. She called once, about 3 weeks ago, late on a Saturday afternoon. I knew it had to be her when I saw the area code on the caller id. I answered (2nd ring) but she wasn't there. I redialed the number - I was positive it was her and from a payphone - but no answer. DAMN! When we talked the following Monday she told me it was her but she'd hung up because she didn't want the area code to show up on my phone bill. Anyway, so now I wait for her today. She could be, should be, in the office by now, probably even got in early since she wasn't in the office Friday. I hate waiting for her but love it when she calls.
I'll be traveling soon and within easy driving distance of B. I'll ask her, again, if she'll meet me. She probably won't ... but she might. I know in my heart she wants to, perhaps as much as I want it. Will she say yes this time?
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