it's so ?confusing?.
i was so sure that it'd be somehow easier this week. after our talks last week and her touching me over the weekend and how much less stressed or tense i felt.
i'll never get used to her having to leave to go home to him. or the thoughts of things from their past.
fuck.
she's on her way home. try to breathe.
she's going to fix dinner. talk. laugh. sleep. with him.
all the time i've known her. and from now on.
why can't i control this?
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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