Monday, July 17, 2006

damn. but it's okay

well, we never have enough time and friday was no exception. and she couldn't take her phone this weekend. at least, i assumed she couldn't; i didn't ask her to and she didn't mention it.

the weekend was surprisingly easy. still empty of her and filled with longing for monday so i could have a little bit of her again, but overall, easier, somehow.

and today she's out sick.

but it's okay. not that she's sick, of course, but, despite irrational fears to the contrary, i'm pretty sure the sun's gonna rise tomorrow. she's probably not gonna get married today either. and more than likely, she'll talk to me tomorrow.

i'm gonna miss her, a lot. her being out today will cost us almost a quarter of the time we'd have to talk this week. time we'll never get back. but she's sick, so if she gets feeling better, it's okay.

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