hope vs. reality.
i'd pondered reality and decided that -a little bit- of hope was reasonable. it's the last day we can talk before the third anniversary of the first time we talked. the actual liklihood of her being able to us being able to talk on our anniversary, at the right time was never more than miniscule at best.
even so, a little bit of hope seemed warranted. after all, it's a pretty ?significant? event, in my life. i figured the chances were very slim that she'd be able to take the phone home, then get out -anytime- sunday, much less at the right time, and be able to call even just for a minute. but what the heck, ya know? it could happen.
not. bf has a knack for preventing these things.
today he's making her leave early to take a road trip with him. ostensibly for company, but probably so he can keep an eye on her.
so not only no thought of an anniversary call, but no time to talk today.
happy anniversary love.
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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