curses! failed again

just to make sure that she completely thinks i'm not available to her when she needs me, the cosmos staged another incident last night.

apparently she called me about 915 my time from a store, sounding very worried because she couldn't reach him (bf) and she was having trouble breathing.

naturally, i didn't hear the phone ring. i did hear the voicemail beep though.

she sounded worried, upset.

and as she hung up on the message, i could hear the unspoken disappoint in me. yet again. because here she needed me, she called .... and i wasn't there.