we're making progress, i think. i can feel her close. now if i can only work on getting my shit together before she gets completely fed up with me.
yesterday was a strange day. i'm alternately elated at having her -want- to be close and rebuild our relationship, and then instants later i feel totally, completely despondent, hopeless.
but g-d knows i love her. like i've never loved anyone before. like i didn't know it was possible to love a woman. like i've only dreamed it could be. only two steps away from nirvana - her loving me the same way, and then her deciding to be with me.
only two things. one the size of a galaxy, the other the size of the universe.
but i can hope.
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