Thursday, August 10, 2006

glimpses of the future?

yesterday she wanted distance, did not want to talk.

i came in today determined to not crowd her in any way, to not try to force my presence on her at all.

instead, i made a stupid remark (which sounded so ?off? it even surprised me). so while i don't know if she came into today wanting little contact, i've secured that. at least yesterday she left the one communication channel we (well, -i- ) have open, today it's closed.

then tomorrow's friday, with its higher stress levels (for her) and less (normal) talk time. and then the weekend.

a glimpse of my future?

i am -so- not ready for it.

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