she wanted a friend. i failed her. i wanted to be her lover.
she wanted a lover. i failed her. i wanted to be her partner.
just recently she wanted help & support with a personal issue. i failed her by not listening to her.
she wanted some computer help (something i should be able to do with at least a little bit of competency). failed her, again.
sensing a pattern here? now THAT's consistency.
there's never been a single person that i cared about that i didn't ultimately completely disappoint. i suppose since i care for her so much that she'll get the biggest dose of disappointment.
maybe the EMT's will get caught in traffic.
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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