i was surprised to see that it's been a week since i've posted anything.
a quick recap might be in order...
work is at it always is.
B and i have been .... wonderful. we've been close and communicative. it's a good feeling. and while i thought maybe i should put this out in flashing neon, she came clean with me, told me who she is. interestingly, what i'm feeling from that is not some great sense of "relief" (although there is some of that) but i think i feel more what's -not- there anymore. it's hard to define and it's still early but it feels as though we're less restricted somehow, as though something bad that we never wanted to talk about before has been removed and the ?strain? of that isn't sitting on us any more.
it's a good feeling.
not that i consider myself a writer, but maybe it's true that writers are motivated to write by the angst in their lives.
i'll gladly give up ANY modicum of writing ability in exchange for her.
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