one side of my heart is positive she'll call today. how could she not? could she really give up over three years of this relationship in just three days?
the other side of my heart sits in the corner, afraid to look at the passing of the day, knowing that this is just the beginning of the time after B. she's left for good. she'll be back at some point, not to come back but just to stop in and say hi before she moves on.
and i'll stand here, numb and disbelieving that she could let go and move on and watch her as she walks out of my life forever. i'll watch her for a long time, call after her for a long time, begging her to reconsider, to please, please give us a chance, to please give us the chance to see how we'd be in the real world.
and when it's finally obvious to me that she is not going to turn around, not going to come back, never going to let us see how we'd have been together, i will stand and wait as the darkness returns to my world.
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I have read all of your blog, so you have one loyal reader, at least :)
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