Thursday, September 21, 2006

could this be?

let's just start out the right way and get it outta the way: she was right.

but ya know, it's hard to accept things that you haven't kinda come to the conclusion on your own.

fine, i'm there. or getting there, anyway.

this life can't continue this way.

drinking way too much. other things. hermiting.

watching everyone else go by and knowing full well that no matter how long i wait in the end i'll still be without her.

so i guess she's right. i should move on.

no drinking tonight... one night at a time.

i may even go somewhere new this weekend... to indulge another vice, gambling. we'll see.

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