the double standard

so, i was right. she's having nothing to do with me. because i lied to protect her.

and then it occurred to me what a fucking double standard she's applying. because she NEVER lies. no sir.

she hasn't lied to him in the 10-12 years of their 14 year relationship when she tells him she loves him but really doesn't. or the countless times she lied to cover talking to me, even after she got caught. and she certainly didn't lie when she told him she loved him enough to finally -want- to get married. and she doesn't lie to him when she sucks her lovers' cock at lunch or fucks him when bf is out of town.

no. she never lies. it might -appear-, to someone who doesn't know any better, that those are all lies and that she's done them for a single reason - to avoid hurting bf.

yes, it might appear as though those are much larger lies, done to intentionally deceive someone in order to get away with things. or, you might think that she's lying to protect bf from being hurt.

such an easy mistake to make! no, those aren't lies at all. when i lied about the two -tiny- things in order to protect her from unnecessary pain, THOSE were lies. and as she said to me this morning: "but they're so basic and simple. go to the foundation of a relationship".

indeed.

she never lies. not for any reason, not to protect anyone's feelings. and if she does, i'm sure it's justifiable.

just not in my case.