i want to write something, need to write something, but ... what?
do i describe in detail how i, yet again, took something she asked of me and made it into something else entirely, made it be something about -me-?? boring. and repetitive.
should i tell, again, how i failed to give her what she wanted, needed and asked for? how she came to me with something deeply personal and very important and i managed to give her nothing of what she asked for?
just once i'd like to not disappoint her.
just once.
before i lose her completely.
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About Me
- Student of Life
- Mid-life, divorced. My Description - Probably immature - "arrested development"? Probably selfish, self centered, emotionally immature. Insecure. Someone else's description: "a warm, interesting, stimulating, sincere, funny, sexual, imaginative, caring, giving man". You reconcile the two, I can't.
Cast of Characters
- me - 50ish, divorced. Married almost 18 years. I've discovered a lot about my own sexuality and what I want sexually. I found B in July 2003.
- B - female, 40. Was in a serious, live in love relationship for 14 years. Married for almost two years now. We made an almost instant sexual, emotional and intellectual connection. B is the most sexual, sensual woman I've ever known. She's professional, a business owner, strong, hard headed, stubborn, up standing.
- bf - B's
boyfriendhusband.
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