Monday, September 22, 2008

i'm such a disappointment

so much has trnaspired, bu tthis is not the time for catch up.

she comes back form the weekend so pulled back. and it was a tuff day, coz the tension betweeen us and how it effected her. neevrtheless for me it was as its always been afgter a weekend - my B came back and thats whtat counts.... shes'' back after a weekend.

she attens a dance class and sometines she calls me after... but not tonight... and i really thought tonight she would call...

but no...

she had other things on her mind... more improtnant things.

him, her girlfriend, her hubby...

afterall, i'm just the assshole whos hurt her tine and time again

nothing more than i desrve