i'm pretty sure i've already lost her. no matter what, i can't seem to please her.
hey.. and her former master - i have a feeling you're reading this.. and guess what? FUCK YOU.
you only got her because i fucked up. and yes, there's a good chance she's going to call you again and tell you that she tried to make it work with me and we couldn't. so in a sense you win. but you know what? FUCK YOU. first off, you have her body, yes. but i have her heart and her mind. it may seem like what you have is more important than what i have but consider this... i know her better than you'll ever know her. i know her heart and her inner self. i know who she is. and while we may not have been able to make it work, you only got her -because- we couldn't make it work. you were SECOND STRING, second choice, got it?
yes, she may leave bf and you may leave your wife and the two of you may spend many years together. and because it's -her- i'm happy. she deserves happiness. but just like bf never had much of her? there's parts of her that -you'll- never have too. she and i have shared much that you'll never know. so FUCK YOU.
she's told me that the two of you laugh at me and laugh at how stupid i was for "choosing" someone else over her. and maybe she told you and maybe she didn't, but it wasn't a -choice- for me. i got caught doing something i shouldn't have been doing, which she took as a conscious decision. no matter what, whether she calls you in a week or a month or six months to tell you she wants to see you again, FUCK YOU. she and I will -always- share something special and something unique and you'll never have a part of it.. you'll NEVER know the parts of her that i know.
FUCK YOU.
asshole.
no matter what happens? you'll always be second choice - because she and I couldn't make it work. yes, maybe you'll have her. but you were SECOND choice. get it?
fuck you.
and here, this'll make you even more proud, so you can puff up and feel so fucking superior, okay? i'm gonna give you this. not sure why. but one thing is for sure.. you better fucking take care of her. if she winds up with you, i'll be dead by the end of the year; but rest assured, -you- will not be free of me. if you EVER hurt her, ever abuse her or make her cry, i will be back.
she is a precious, precious gift. if she and i don't make it, it's because of me, because i couldn't be what she needed me to be. i f you EVER hurt her, i will be back. one way or another.
yes, you gave her the 20 man gangbang she wanted, just weeks after her and i ended. and you've treated her like a slut and given her away and all that. good for you. ask her where she discovered that she even wanted those things.
FUCK YOU.
asshole
